Today is the day! Today is the day! On February 15th, 2023, at approximately 9:00 p.m., the final stage of my dressing schedule as clear scars came into view, I cried uncontrollably as I gave thanks to my Heavenly Father for healing both ankles from Chronic Sickle Cell Leg Ulcers that I’ve battled with on and off with for 13 years that have plagued my life with sleepless nights and discomfort, and a second home called the hospital while processing this phenomenal miracle. Time froze as a wave of emotions washed over me like a blast from the past that took me back to my accident and the different tragic but epic chapters that led to this breathtaking moment.
The journey to full recovery for my ankles has been a bumpy one but God was and is always with me, as I would oftentimes lay paralyzed but cognizant, crying, screaming, and just watching my life waste away. I later learned that it wasn’t a waste; it may seem like a delay, but it was the preparation; it may seem daunting and uncomfortable, but it thrust me into deeper prayer, worship life, and an overwhelming appreciation for the Word of God that turned my pain in power and trials into triumphs.
Yes, my process is unique and different, but we all have different processes that we have to walk through for God to take us higher in Him. My breakthrough didn’t just happen overnight; it took me praying and crying out to God countless times. It was first laced with impatience and frustration, but over time my frustration was turned into peace. When you feel like your faith is dwindling and as if all hope is lost, remember to Worship God in the middle of the storm because that’s when you’re so close to a breakthrough. Just be still and know that He is a God that specializes in miracles. Don’t break or bend! Take solace in the words of your Heavenly Father that read as such…This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord, your God is with you wherever you go.
Joshua 1:9 NLT